Let
us talk about hard time. Because I’m about tired of pretending everything’s
fine. I have been trying so hard to take it easy like I said before. I have
been struggling day by day with a big smile hanging on my face.
I
have been hiding from reality those knock my positive energy down. So, will you
sit with me in your arms, and a cup of coffee to have a heavy conversation this
Saturday?
I
hope we can. But, we can't. Because distance is too far to be cracked by
something called love.
The
truth is, I don't want to have a heavy conversation with you.
I
don't want to make our Saturday turn to Sad-our-day.
I
don't want to see your guilty face.
I
don't want to mess up everything.
Because
Darling, losing is the hardest part to get though in this life. No matter how
easy I said "I'm letting you go." It's always feel like I stab my
heart everyday.
But
I don't care at all. And you don't have to be worry about what I feel since you
fly away to reach your dream because I'd rather have a heavy conversation with
you as my part time lover and full time friend than have an awkward but flat
yet easy conversation with you as a stranger.
Just
come home, soon.
Because
this coffee feels bitter without you.
And
the bed, honey, the bed is getting colder and colder without you.
Yours.
